Happy Birthday Alexander Lee Eusebio ! ♥ #XANDERDAY

[072112] Alexander 

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Career Turning Point - Alexander Lee Eusebio

I would say actually at the beginning being solo it’s already a really big impact for me coz being you know in a group it was really comfortable and I was so used to the pattern and changing to solo it was like woooaahh~ I don’t know how to explain this feeling but it’s like getting naked, you mean in public, ughhh.. strip everything and you have to really do, after I’ll try my best to be without everything, so that was really the biggest challenge and it gave .. I , you know, had a lot of hard times, ups and downs, but now, I’m like so enjoying and trying my best, growing, that’s it.

Should I say the worst part first or the good parts?

The worst part will be, I have to do everything by myself on stage, singing for 3 minutes, you know in a group, you have to… each parts, few sentences, but being a solo, I have to do everything and doing interviews, I have to talk everything by myself, before 7, you have to separate a little bit , you answer this, you answer that, so convenient, but those are the bad things. But the good thing is(are), I don’t have to share a room. *laughs* share my room with anybody and I could choose what to eat, you know I don’t have to because before the 7 of us were together we have to were like “I wanna eat this” “No, I want that” and we have to do is balance each other so, now it’s really convenient and like travelling by myself, and one good thing is I could sneak out anytime without people even knowing. *laughs*

“Being in a group it was really comfortable and I was so used to the pattern and changing to solo it was like woooaahh~ I don’t know how to explain this feeling but it’s like getting naked, you mean in public, strip everything and you have to really do, after I’ll try my best to be without everything, so that was really the biggest challenge and it gave .. I , you know, a lot of really hard times, ups and downs, but now, I’m like so enjoying and trying my best, growing, that’s it.” — Alexander Lee Eusebio 

superficious:

poor xander, he keeps thinking he lost all his fans and made jokes like how that big mural of him looks like a funeral photo, missing the word R.I.P ;_____; 

• i saw his van while i was running to the shopping mall lol 
• loads of hugging during the photo session
• he was so happy to be able to see familiar faces
• received loads of gifts
• he did the heart sign twice
• some fans called his name while he was signing and he shouted back (i think)
• overall, he was really happy to be able to come and to be able to see so many fans still supporting him after his issues

Xand-ria

X a n - d e r

“Alexander hyung, Kibum hyung… I love you, forever”

“Loving a person like there’s no end, and loving a person with your whole heart, even though you know that your love can’t be returned, that’s the unconditional love they’re talking about.” - e.a.